APPENDAGE #4: My Secret Public Journal, Entry #022: DESTROYA

"Destroya" by My Chemical Romance

"Concealing an illness is like
keeping a beach ball under water."

"Mental illness is no myth, as some have claimed.
It is a disturbance in our sense of possession
of a stable inner self that survives it's personae."

"The Statistics on sanity are that one out of every four Americans
is suffering from some form of mental illness.
Think of your three best friends.
If they're okay,
then it's you..."

It's like a tick that won't go away.
The constant tick and tock, winding down the clock.
I feel paralyzed, crippled by the fear of what I know is yet to come.
I thought I had fought this battle with valor, and honor, to victory...

...holy fuck was I wrong.

Check Check
Check Check
Check Check Check Check Check Check Check
Check Ch- [whistles]

sometimes,

words just aren't enough...

WHOA!

Don't believe what they say,
We're dead flies in the summer time
They leave us all behind
With duct tape scars on my honey
They don't like who you are
You won't like where we'll go
Brother protect me now
With blood they wash in the money

You don't believe in God
I don't believe in luck
They don't believe in us
But I believe we're the enemy!
You don't believe in God
I don't believe in luck
They don't believe in us
But I believe we're the enemy!

Uh UhUh UhUh
Uh UhUh UhUh
Uh UhUh UhUh
Uh UhUh
RIGHT NOW

Sit down from the boast of the other side
Red-mob, we insects hide
King rats on the street in another life
They laugh, we don't think it's funny
If what you are
Is just what you own
What have you become
When they take from you
ALMOST EVERYTHING

You don't believe in God

I don't believe in luck
They don't believe in us
But I believe we're the enemy!
You don't believe in God
I don't believe in luck
They don't believe in us
But I believe we're the enemy!

Against the sun, we're the enemy!

Destroya

Destroya

Destroya

DESTROYER

UhUhUhUh Uh Uh (Uhhh)
UhUhUhUh Uh Uh
UhUhUhUh Uh Uh (Uhhh)
Uh Uh Uh Uh UhUh UhUh

You don't believe in God
(you don't believe in God)
I don't believe in luck
(I don't believe in luck)
I don't believe in you(They don't believe in us)
I just believe we're the enemy
(but I believe we're the enemy)
You don't believe in God
(You don't believe in God)
I don't believe in luck
(I don't believe in luck)
I don't believe in you
(They don't believe in us)
I just believe we're the enemy
(but I believe we're the enemy)

Uh Uh Uh Uh UhUh (Uh UhUh Uh Uh UhUh Uh)
Uh Uh Uh Uh (Uh Uh Uh Uh UhUh Uh)
Uh Uh Uh Uh UhUhhh (Uh UhUh Uh Uh Uh Uhhhh)
Uh Uh Uh Uh UhUh (Uh UhUh Uh Uh UhUh Uh)
Uh Uh Uh Uhhh (Uh UhUh Uh)

Destroya

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I guess they're sunk, we're the enemy!

Destroya

Destroya

well I'm waiting for yaa

Destroya

Destroya

I guess they're sunk, we're the enemy!

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well I'm waiting for yaa
Destroya

Destroya

I guess they're sunk, we're the enemy!

Destroya

Destroya

Destroya

DESTROYA
 I guess they're sunk, we're the enemy!

"It is thus that the few rare lucid well-disposed people
who have had to struggle on the earth find themselves at certain hours of the day
or night in the depth of certain authentic and waking nightmare states,
surrounded by the formidable suction,
the formidable oppression of a kind of civic magic
which will soon be seen appearing openly in social behavior."