CHAPTER 5: no. 082 [runaway, pt.3B: anytime you want...]

"Summertime" by My Chemical Romance

I didn't think I'd find myself writing this. I knew somehow that there would be a pt.3B because I knew that's not how I wanted to end it. Deep down inside I knew that it wouldn't be the last word. Part of me feels like I shouldn't be writing this, but there will always be a part of me that will hear those songs playing in my head when you were with me, the part that always had butterflies in my stomach, and lyrics in my veins; the part that will always reach out a hand. And as I sat here trying to formulate words to express how that part of me feels I realized that words were never enough, there was never a need to say it, so I'll let the song do it better than I ever could...

When the lights go out
Will you take me with you?
And carry all this broken bone
Through six years down in crowded rooms
And highways I call home
Is something I can’t know till now
Till you pick me off the ground
With brick in hand, your lip gloss smile
Your scraped-up knees andOr until my heart explodes
How long?
Until we find our way
In the dark and out of harm
You can runaway with me,
Anytime you want

Terrified of what I’d be
As a kid from what I’ve seen
Every single day when people try
And put the pieces back together
Just to smash them down
Turn my headphones up real loud
I don’t think I need them now
Cause you stop the noise and
Until we find our way
In the dark and out of harmWell anytime you wantWell anytime you want

Until we find our way
In the dark and out of harm
You can runaway with me
You can write it on your arm