CHAPTER 7: no. 084 [the ghost of you...]


















"The Ghost Of You" by My Chemical Romance

It's so bizarre, so unreal. This didn't really happen, did it? I feel as if I've lost a part of my heart, my soul, myself. Please tell me this is all in my mind, because I don't think my heart will accept it...

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)
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Your smile, your presence, the way you could light up a room by just walking in; how am I supposed to accept that this is all gone, that you're gone? It doesn't seem real to me, because I don't think I want it to be. You're never going to run down those stairs, you're never going to ask me to tune your guitar...is this the reality that I am forced to accept? I will never see your smile, I will never feel your embrace, I will never...

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At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
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And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
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And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...Photobucket

2 comments:

  1. I think I already know what this one leads in to. This was sad if it's about who I think it was. I hope the continuation to this one ties up the story. I don't think leaving it this depressing is such a good idea.

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  2. The lyrics in this post are absolutely pin-point perfect. I love how this post is mainly about Isa, but in it's own hidden way could be interpreted to be about you know who. I love it love it love it!!!

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